I can't remember to forget you...

Friday night adventure...

2004-07-25T01:18:15Z

So I went over Ryan's at about 11. We planned to chill out there and I was gonna stay over.

I talked to Jim on the phone who is currently at Hellfest. He's having a great time and he's gonna pick me up a Number 12 shirt. Pretty badass. Our good friend Ryan Fisher stopped by, and our journey began.

While at Ryan's, Fisher got a phone call from his friend that he had met earlier that day. This unbelievably hott girl told him to come down to the Mandarin Bar in Haverhill. He is underage, and told her that he was with underage friends. She assured him that it was fine and that she is best friends with the bartender, and that we could get in easily.

On the way we picked up Charles and headed over to Haverhill. LAY OFF ME IM STARVIN.

So we finally get there. Everyone is a fuckin drunken MESS. Low and behold, we get in no problem, and everything is great. Drunk people are talkin to us, we are offered drinks, we are hit on, and everyone is DRUNK. After just taking in the atmosphere and meeting some novel characters like Bill and Dirty Rob, we decided to play a game of pool.

We went in the back room and paid a dollar to play. The game was on. Ryan was kicking my ass, until Dirty Rob strolls in. He says "You guys aren't 21, get out of here." and puts all our balls in the hole. What a dick. Dirty ol' Rob makes girls snort coke out of his dirty ol' ass. He kept gabbering on about needing coke, and that he was going to crush us up and snort us. That man has never bathed.

So we were going to leave. Then we realized that Dirty Rob doesn't even work at the bar. He's just a lunatic. So we decided to go play another game of pool. This is when all hell broke loose.

While playing, our good friend Bill walked in. Now mind you, Bill had been drinking for a long amount of time before we had met him, so you can picture the condition this man was in. He came and asked us our names. When he discovered that Charlie's name was "Charlie", he became facinated. "CHARLIE!" he would scream over and over. He would punch us in the stomach and scream "CHARLIE!". He did this for a good ten minutes. After a while he wasn't even saying "Charlie". He was screaming "BLAHH!" with his fire breath and tickling us. "BLAAH! YAH!", I screamed back. Me and Bill became the best of friends. The man was a physical wreck.

We left that joint. It was me, Ryan, Charlie, Fisher, and Vanessa. She was like "I know this breakfast place we can go to, it'll be cool." So we walk in the pooring rain and get there. It's the skeeviest place and there is no room. However, outside we made a few friends. A guy named Trickster. He told us a joke, and it was the best thing I've ever heard.

We left that joint and FAST. We decided we were goint to go to Denny's, along with Fisher's drunken hott friend. That was an adventure in itself. In the car, Vanessa had the number of a guy who told her he wanted to suck her and fuck her at the bar. I called that shit. At first I just said crazy things. Finally, he goes "Is this Jon Brown??" and I was all "Yeah, it's me, man". We ended up making plans for him to come over my house that night. Hopefully he went over Jon Brown's house that night and pissing off Jon Brown wicked bad.

We chilled out in Denny's for a while. We saw Ludakris, pissed off Fisher's drunk friend, and had a great time. It was a real fun night.

We went back to Ryan's, and got home around 5. That was the end. Good time.

Love,
Ryan

Winchester Rifle Sniper Scope

2004-07-16T22:14:19Z

Satellites in space that will fuck up somethin' on EARF.

We played our show last night. It was pretty good. If you were there, you know how it went. If you weren't, then obviously you are Barbara.

I started Summer School earlier this week. This is this wicked gay kid and a bunch of kids in my class want to kick his ass. He's a real asshole. I bet he sucks dick for crack.

Anyways, a ton of people showed up for the show. Unfortunately, Evertone did not. I guess they are having some band disputes, and they couldn't show up. I like them a lot, and it was too bad we couldn't see them. Making It Right was really good. Great group of youngsters. Our cd's never came (BAHAHA), so it went from being our cd release show, to the Left of Space reunion show. We broke up last week, and we got back together. Blessed Endeavor are good guys. Thanks to everyone who came.

We have another show tomorrow. (Saturday, July 17th). It's gonna be a great show, and may be our cd release. It's up at the Summit. If you want to go, come to Charlie's. You know the drill. Also, Sunday there is a backyard show with the Tewksbury Crew at Conor Sheehan's backyard. That will be a fun time as well. Try to make the shows, I need someone to sit on my face. Someone to just sit on my face and tell me that they love me.

Love,
Ryan

I put emphasis on every last remaining word

2004-07-04T19:58:12Z

Today is the 4th, it'll probably end up being gay.

Last Thursday we went to see On Broken Wings in Lynn. It was a fun show. A fight broke out, that was expected. Black My Heart was good. It was an all around fun show.

Friday night we went to Unearth's CD release at the Palladium. Unearth played good, but alot of faggots were banging their heads and couldn't keep the beat. Ryan got hit by either a blind shoe or fist. His eye was swollen and I guess it got worse the next day. I didn't really have a good time at this show because I wasn't too into any of the bands, and some kids kinda ruined Unearth. They got giant, which is cool, but it was expected as to what would happen.

We haven't had practice in a while, because Joey has been away, and getting chestal surgeries. We are still playing our CD release up at the Sad Cafe. It should be fun. Making It Right is playing, check 'em out. If everyone could come it would be awesome. If you come, I'll be in your debt, and grant you one favor. I'll even throw you a sexy party!

Love,
Ryan

June 13

2004-06-13T23:43:20Z

My computer's been broken, so sorry about the lack of entries.

We got a new kitten and it is solid white with blue eyes. Unfortunately, all solid white cats with blue eyes are deaf. So we named it Hellen.

This weekend, I went to BTBAM with the typical kids, and hung out with Erica last night. It was pretty cool, and I'm pumped that the year is almost over.

We finished the CD and we are playing that Worcester show this weekend. The typical kids are going, and if you are interested, just let me, or anyone in the band know. It's this Saturday, and you can buy a ticket for 6 bucks. Not expensive, and some good bands are playin. It's for kids with AIDS and cancer too, so it's for a good cause.

I'll update when possible. No slow lackin' my brothas and sistas.

Love,
Ryan

Hey! What are ya doin?

2004-05-08T02:35:14Z

Yeah it's been a while. I'll wrap it up in three seconds.

I went to California, came back. Doing better in school, broke up with Liz. On the prowl. Started driver's ed. Played wiffle ball with Mike Rego. An adorable Italian man sang to me while I ate diner. Show tomorrow. That's all I got.

I'm trying to do as well as possible without a computer. It sucks pretty bad.

Not much going on I guess. Sorry.

Love,
Ryan

I've never been so chill...

2004-04-19T02:23:50Z

I watched a wicked bad movie with Ben Affleck on the 6 hour flight followed by the worst chicken and rice meal I've ever eaten. The name of the movie was Paycheck, and the kid in front of me talked to me about all the special edition DVD's he owns. Steriotypical bad flight.

The plane was delayed due to the fact that the computers in Logan were messed up. So while waiting by the gate, I ended up seeing Carley and Mellissa Phelan. Wicked obscure.

So I arrived around 10 here in LA. In my mind it was about 1:30. I felt fine. Right when I got to my aunt's house, I crashed.

Yesterday was the first day of tourism. It was a rainy day and was a tad dissapointing. It was still cool though. We drove to San Diego. We were going to go to the zoo, but it would have been pretty inappropriate with the weather. It cleared up some, so we checked out the beach, went to some famous hotel called the Del, and ate at a Mexican restaraunt near the coast of Tiawana. Plenty of Mexicans here, I fit in wicked good.

Today we went to a place where we could feed austriches and emus. That was cool. Then we spent all day in wine country. I was dreading this because I thought it would be wicked boring, but it was awesome. The scenery was beautiful. It's an unfamiliar setting and I took plenty of pictures that I'll post when I get home. All in all its been a good day. Its about 7:30 right now.

Tomorrow the fun stuff begins. We are gonna start going to Disney Land and Universal Studios and Magic Mountain. It should be fun and I'm having a great time.

I miss Liz very much. I can't get in touch with her because my cell phone doesn't get much reception out here, and it would cost a ton to use. Liz, if you read this, I'm thinking of you and miss you very much. You mean a lot to me.

All in all its been chill and chill. It is weid and it is weid. That don't mean I don't got a bead, c'mo.

<3
Ryan

Oh yah...

2004-04-15T02:15:29Z

I don't even have a computer anymore.

Right now I am on my dad's laptop doing some homework. My computer is busted, so I figured I'd update once more while I have this oppurtunity.

I leave for California in two days. That's so word. Kinda sucks that I don't get to hang out here, but I'll make the best of it...considering I'll be in California. I hope I get to hit up Disney Land. Mosh the shit out of Mickey Mouse and SHIT.

I've been out the past couple days. I've been feverish and have had a sore throat.

The past week has been good. Liz Hollis and I are going out now. I asked her out on Friday. Awesome time. We played a show in Haverhill and everyone had a good time. I got my cab, and now I am playing out of a real amp. With Ryan's new amp, we are going to sound real good. So professional because of that GEEEA WHORE. All in all, that was a real good long weekend.

I bought Kill Bill on DVD yesterday. I forgot how much I love that movie. I might see the new one before I leave on Friday, or just see it in California.

The fact that I don't see Liz for a month bothers me. It sucks that I won't be able to talk to her this early on in the relationship. I hope to see her so much more when she gets back from Florida. I've had a hickey on my neck for daays.

Welp, I won't update for a long while. So leave some shit and leave it nice.

<3
Ryan

You know

2004-04-05T00:24:56Z

Let's go.

It was my birthday a couple weeks ago. It was cool, I got some nifty shit.

Last night we played a show in Haverhill. It was set up by the good guys in Blessed Endevor. Great guys. Kudos to Will and Josh. We did pretty good. The typical Tewksbury kids came for us and Soap Opera Suicide and Read 'Em and Weep. It was an all around fun time. I got to hang out with Hollie, Derek, and everyone else. The show reminded me of the old Astle Road days. It was a real chill environment. All the bands did great, and I'm sure everyone had a good time.

Afterwards we went up to Plaistow for dinner and the Anola's show. We stopped at Pizza Hut, and I didn't get diarreah. We watched Anola's after that. They were excellent. I've seen them before, but never took the time to realize how magnificant they are. A ton of Tewksbury kids were there, too. Faggots. I'm gonna fuck 'em all up. Anyways it was such a good time. TomPX was there and I talked to him for a bit. That boy gets cooler and cooler everytime I see him. The show was great, and was a cool conclusion to a fun day.

I went home afterwards, but my good friends seemed to have an interesting night at the Gentile house. Check it out on his journal.

We only have a three day week. Awesome.

Love,
Ryan

Alright

2004-03-21T03:51:37Z

I almost got busted for drugs yesterday. Haha, I'm such a jokester.

Anyways, after I was done being a walking heart attack, I went home and got ready for the show. Sarah didn't go, she had some stuff to do, and it was kinda disspointing. We took Ray instead.

I got picked up at Charlie's when we went. When we got there, we missed the tail end of Homesick for Space, who was real good. Most Precious Blood went on next. The crowd loved it, and I guess the mosh was pretty nuts. I didn't get into it too much, but the band sounded good. It was pretty tuff. All the tuff kids stuck around for Hopesfall, making it a pretty insane environment. Hopesfall played amazing, and their new stuff is incredible. I moshed a little. It was good. FATA went on next, and I can't stand them. What a terrible band. A ton of nu metal FATA fans were being gay, and most of 'em got hit. It was pretty funny. All in all, it was a good show.

We went to IHOP afterwards and met up with the Thrice show-goers. We talked about our nights and had a good time.

On the way home, for whatever reason, Jim was not happy. He punched his steering wheel out of insane anger, and broke it. The horn would not stop, and we drove all around Tewksbury with the horn constantly on. Jim could be heard around the town. Hahaha. It was such a terrible scenario.

Today I talked to Sarah. We both agreed we jumped the gun on this relationship, and still need time to be friends and see each other. It was sad, but we both seemed to be on the same page. I feel a real strong friendship comming on.

Tomorrow LOS is going to Vegas.

<3
Ryan

so...

2004-03-11T01:05:40Z

Hollie's soooooo FIIINEEE. ( i gotta make her myne)

Best day I've had in a while...

2004-03-06T06:53:08Z

There was a show at the Sad Cafe tonight.

Derek showed up here around 5. We hung out for a little, and wanted to leave to meet at Charlie's. We were delayed by some technical difficulties, but it was good. We finally all met up, and left. In the car was Derek, Randy, and Nathan. We drove on up, and were extremely late. However, the first band was late as well, so it was all good. They were setting up when we arrived. They were good...real tight.

When I got there, TONS of Tewksbury kids showed up. The turn out was excellent. I was extremely satisfied. When checking the place out, I saw my good friend Sarah along with Good ol' TomPX. I couldn't have been more satisfied with the environment...

I talked to Sarah for a while, and then it was time for us to play. We went on second. We played a real good set, and was probably one of our best shows. The recording came out excellent. We did the usual opener, covered part of the Dick Song, did some classics, and closed with "Black Ice Sucks". Tons of energy. What a great time.

After we were done I chilled out for a bit. I talked to Sarah a lot and hung out with her most of the time.

Dipthong then went on. So tight. They always are. Real good performance. It's always fun watching friends play and get into it. It was cool. I skanked during "Ground Zero".

After that fiasco I talked to Sarah some more. Some stuff went down, you know how we do, this is how it goes, that's how ya do it. Needless to say I'm extremely happy. I'm in such a good mood, and prepared to embark on a new relationship. <3

After she left, The Tearing Method went on. Oh EGGSALAD! It was so good. Wicked good show for them. I got wicked into it, sang a song with Andy, and moshed it up. For some reason they turned into a grindcore band at the end, but I don't ask questions. It was so fun. Great guys, I love all of them.

After that, we SQUEEZED into Dave's van and headed back to Charlie's to watch the fake video. After weeks and weeks of anticipation and doubt, we finally saw it. I couldn't be happier with it. Dave Cabradilla, you are amazing. What a great video. Thanks for everything. I am so happy, and can't wait to watch it in the comfort of my own home. Thanks again, champ.

I just got in about 20 minutes ago. I couldn't be more happy with this day. I'm totally content with everything right now. I'm in such a good mood. Great turn out, everything went to plan. Mmmm.

<3
Ryan

Typical Dooley...

2004-02-28T02:52:42Z

School was generic...

So we planned to have band practice. We went to Charlie's after school and jammed for a bit. Then we decided to take a drive with Dave Gentile for an action packed afternoon.

It was Ryan, Jim, Dave, Joey, Ray, and Pasta. We were all in the van to retrieve the stolen ceramic Elvis bust that has been gone for months. I myself have been accused to stealing it, and I was interested as to see how this was going to go down.

Then as we drove up, we thought we'd all get out of the van. However, we did not. An extremely aggitated gentlemen thought we were going to start a fight. He plunged out of the house with full force, trying to open the van doors. When he couldn't succeed, he then tried to brake the windows open by punching the glass. Needless to say, I was typical Dooley. Dave, remaining firm, did not seem to mind. He just wanted his Elvis back. Now, as both men became very mad, the aggitated man decided to punch dave in the face.

This is when Dave got in the car and said IM OUTTA HEERE. He still had no Elvis. Well, there is nothing a good ol scene cop can't fix. Dave talked to him about Bury Your Dead. Well, we went back to the house where the Elvis was then retrieved. We clapped and screamed in joy. It was a tuff day.

All in all, I'm glad I went because I wasn't scared. Joey's such a pussy.

<3
Ryan

Cut that out...

2004-02-18T01:33:38Z

Alright.

We played the show on Saturday. I got there and the place was real cool. Typical hall, but the house PA was awesome. It was a lot cooler than I expected. So many nu-metal kids were there. They were wicked gay. SOS played and I danced a little. They were good. Tearing Method went on and were great. I love those guys. I'm real glad Robb is back with them. They played and outstanding set. I sang "Everybody's Favorite Anthem". Haha, I'm so gay. Then The Virgin Suicides went on. Jesus God Almighty. After that we played and it was a good set. People seemed to like it. Reed 'Em and Weep went on and was great for a first time. I danced it up and did the chant. Good times.

The next day we played Becky's Birthday Party. It was real fun. We played an awesome set, even though people didn't seem to like us much. It was still a fun time. I talked to Allyson Trull a lot. She was being nice. Dave Cabradilla was there, a man who is amazing. Awesome kid, I like him a lot. When packing up, we moshed to In Dire Need in the parking lot, because we were in dire need to mosh, since none was aloud at the party.

That night I hung out with Dave, Ryan, and Joe. We did all sorts of crazy stuff that you can check out in Dave's journal (www.livejournal.com/~xsarah_jeanx). Moshing everywhere and hitting up Boston at 3 in the morning. It was outstanding.

Tomorrow we are doing a "music video" and everyone is invited. Come and hang out and drive all around. Let me know if you're comming, and that's all you gotta do. It gonna be wicked fun. I can't wait.

I'll update soon on how things go. See ya.

<3
Ryan

Mutha fuckin' HOUSE ARREST and shit.

2004-02-06T20:26:39Z

Welp, let's start with Tuesday.

Jim picks me up around 7-ish. In the car was Jim, Ryan, Charles, and Robb. We picked up Joey and went to the train station. We then met up with our group of kids. Everyone and their mom was there. It's far too long to list, but just assume the usual gang of kids and then some.

So we took the train to Boston and the day started. We checked out the scene, and it was crazy. It was about 3 hours before the parade started, and tons of people were there. It was amazing.

We didn't stick around there for too long, and we decided to check out what the town had in store. While walking to the Market Place, we found three identical boxes on the curb, labeled "GO PATS". Ryan exclaimed, "Let's take one!" So I decided to pick one up. It was heavy, and felt like it was filled with concrete. We opened it up and found about 3,000 flyers that said "GO PATS! 1-800-GIANT-GLASS!" We took the flyers and gave them out to everyone all over Boston. We thought it would be funny if we wrote the website on them and gave them out. So that's exactly what we did. We wrote the adress on atleast 300 of them. We gave them out all over Boston.

I met up with Sarah earlier in the day. She's cool, but we didn't really get to hang out much. We ended up spliting up and that was the last I saw of her. I think she's wicked nice, and hopefully we'll meet up again.

Taking the Subway home was fucked. It took us so long to get back.

Well, Ima go.

With love,
Ryan

Mussa Bina Ba Cha Suey

2004-01-28T02:39:46Z

The weekend was cool.

Friday night Nick slept over. We watched The Following, and it's an awesome movie. I was all "Let's watch Ernest Goes to Jail and SHIT." and Nick went "FUCK DAT". That was the end of the night.

Saturday was the show at Archstone. It went so incredibly well. Nu-metal, but well. Ryan did his acoustic thing in the begining. It was incredible. Bloodnest went on after that. CMAN NOW. The Tearing Method went on next. Their new songs are so amazing. I love them. Great people. Marc wasn't there, and that kinda sucked, but that's gonna happen. Afterwards SOS went on. I moshed a little, and it was cool. Wicked brutal. We went on afterwards and played a BLISTERING 4 hour set. People really liked us, and it was cool. Dipthong was wicked tight as usual. It was a great night. The singer of the Noisy Monster Cage showed up and I talked to him for a while. He's a good guy.

Afterwards Charles, Nick, Derek, and I hung out. We bashed Orientals so good.

I watched the tape from Saturday and it was cool. It came out awesome. I'm so FUCKIN Jim Carrey, and ungraceful. Thanks to everyone who came, it was cool. Yeah, I kicked some nu metal kids.

The show Feb 7th has been cancelled. We'll make it up to you, I promise.

Welp, I'll update lizzle. Take care.

With Love,
Ryan

Fuck Shit Up

2004-01-18T00:13:42Z

I was the happiest I've ever been on Thursday.

It was announced that we wouldn't have school Friday, during last period. None of us have to take finals until Wednesday. Such a good time.

Dave, Anthony, and I tried going to the Fox Common show Thursday night. There wasn't even a show there. So we decided to go back to Dave's. There we met up with tons of kids. It was cool. Anthony is a great guy, and he makes me laugh wicked hard. Dan Krugh and I went to pick up Charles, and he ended up staying over.

Friday night we went to a show. Or, that was the plan. Ryan, Jim, Charlie, Christine,and I went to a street punk show in Lowell. The venue was terrible. It was a crack house. The music was not good. We payed 6 bucks to get in, and stayed about 5 minutes. We left that joint FAST. Jim said that Behelit was playing at Exit 23, so we went there. We figured we'd see some good bands, plus Behelit. So we get there, and the bands were not good. They were nu metal, and Ryan predicted everything. He blatantly made fun of them. It was funny. So we endured the bands, and finally Behelit when on. They were good, but only played four songs. Kinda dissapointing. Jimmy fucked shit up. Charles fucked shit up. Dooley was awkward. We were on our way out of there, and I ended up talking to this cool girl. I got her screen name, hopefully I'll end up talking to her. All in all, it was a cool night.

Next Saturday is our show at Archstone. Its going to be great. Come check it out, it's free. The line up is excellent.
Tearing Method
Left of Space
Dipthong
Bloodnest
Stars Fell On

(in no specific order)

With Love,
Ryan

joolz3535: update your journal slob

2003-12-27T21:59:34Z

We are gonna be a fuckin' awesome live band...

Well Christmas was good. I got my head. It's a Peavey Supreme, and I'm getting the cab next week. Ryan got a wireless system and Charles got a new bass. It's a Fender Precision and it's pink. Pretty cool. Once I get the cab we are gonna have practice. I can't wait.

The CD release show was great. We made money and played the best we've ever played. Tons of people showed up, and I appreciate every one of them for comming. It was a great time, the bands were awesome. Dipthong was the tightest I've ever seen them. Overture was amazing, as usual. Tearing Method was great. Failed Silence was unbelievable. Its always so entertaining to see them. All the other bands were great. It couldn't have been more of a sucess.

I got some shit for Christmas. Other than my head I got some CDs and Movies, and a pair of Dr. Martens. They are SHNAZZY. I got a cool zip up, now I don't have to wear that rediculous red one. I got a sweater, but it's kinda big. I have to return some shit.

Christmas night I slept over Ryan's. It was really fun. We watched the second Steveo movie I got. Its awesome. I suggest everyone watches it.

The next day we went to the mall and met up with Katie. We also met up with Nick and Andrew. It was cool. Good times.

With love,
Ryan

Tracy Morgan's new show is a hit in my book

2003-12-03T18:52:36Z

It's been a while, I don't even know what to say.

The Thanksgiving break was cool. On the half day on Wednesday, I hung out with Ryan, Jimmy, and Dave. First we went to Dave's house to wake him up. We snuck inside and went to his bedroom. We planned on beating the shit out of him, but he wasn't even there. When we were leaving we saw Dave drive by, and we let him know what was going on. We decided to go to Rachel's. We hung out there for a while. Robb, Rachel, Alyssa, Kelly, Ryan, Dave, and Jim were all there. It was cool, but got boring fast. Me, Ryan, Jim and Dave went to Salem. We didn't stay there at all and I was dissapointed. I did get a black man's cock on a bun though. We also saw MATT! and Dave Cabradilla. I went home after that and no more than an hour later I got invited to go to the mall again with Dave. I went because I wanted to buy Jackie Brown wicked bad, and I wicked did.

Thanksgiving was wicked family. That night me and Charles slept over Ryan's house. Ryan punched the wall wicked hard and pictures on the other side fell and rolled down the stairs. Ryan's dad exclaimed, "That's FUCKIN it!!". No more than 45 minutes later Ryan's dad informed us about how a cool Neil Diamond special was on channel 2. Funny time.

Fridayt was Charlie's birthday. He got a new bass amp a few days before and it's wicked good. We jammed for a while and the band stayed at Charlie's that night. It was fun, we watched Wrong Turn and The Ladies Man. Two amazing movies. Great time.

Saturday Charles, Mike, and Nick came over. We watched Plan Nine From Outer Space because it's awesome. nick stayed over that night and it was a great time. We watched some Kung Fu movies. Badass.

This week so far has been kinda gay. We had a half day yesterday and it was cool. I visited sick Ryan, and it resulted in me getting sick. I wasn't in school today, I'm gay. We have a half day tomorrow, and don't go to any classes. It should be cool. I don't know if I'll do anything afterwards because I feel really shitty, and don't like missing too much school.

I'm going to start updating on a regular basis again. See ya.

I got a rufie with your name on it, baby...

2003-11-08T23:50:34Z

I rock on the mic from here to Billerica...my rhymes are gettin' sick, and my rhymes are getting sicka...

Last night I met up with Robb, Ryan, Andy, and Keith. Oh Jill was there. We all walked from my house to the blue store. We free style rapped the entire time.

We then walked to Dan Franco night and made an appearance. We free style rapped the entire time.

We then walked to CVS and visited Amanda. She is cool. On the way there, we free style rapped the entire time.

We went in the new Market Basket and saw Justin Melloni. We didn't free style in there...

We grabbed a bite to eat in Burger King. We saw Mini Dave. We chilled in there. Mike Frasier came in and videotaped some kid acting like a retard. It was lame. We then hung out with the Tewksbury Gangstas and Tony Pupa gave us a ride back to Ryan's.

We chilled there and Jim was supposed to give me a ride home. He didn't come back to Ryan's for a while so I just stayed there. When he got back he had Nathan with him. The current line up was Ryan, Andy, Jim, and Nathan. We hung out and dropped Nathan off and drove around. We checked out the Archstone Clubhouse. It outta be fun.

We slept at Ryan's and that was about it.

Today I met up with Robb, Keith, Marc, Katie, and Jaquie at Main Street Pizza. It was cool. We went back to Robbs and chilled.

I might go to the Trulls later. Who knows.

Tomorrow there is a show: 5pm, Archstone club house (across from deli king). Tearing Method, Left of Space, and Bloodnest. It shall be fun. GO!

I'll do an update after.

"I got to wake up at 7 and go to a soccer game."

2003-11-02T13:42:36Z

Jim is 18, and he's living the obscure life now.

It's been a while.

Last weekend we played the show in Lowell. The turnout was great. We sounded good. We played with a ton of nu-metal bands. During our set Jim and Robb moshed. Robb did the cartwheel of death and punched some people in the face. Jim kicked some girl in the boob. A fight almost broke out. Haha, it was a fun time. We tried to get a live recording, but that didn't work out. Oh well, we have TONS of shows comming up. Next Sunday we have one at the Archstone Clubhouse, right here in Tewksbury. We have a few comming up at the Sad Cafe, and one in at Club Marquee again. Check it out, all are invited.

Friday was cool, it was the first Halloween to be on a Friday in a while. 7 years to be exact. We checked out Dipthong at Veronica's party. Excellent time. We stayed there for a while then headed over to Ryan's. We hung out there for a bit then checked out Rob Gibbon's party. It was fun. There were a lot of people there and we moshed to the Mortal Combat theme song. It was cool. I was the posh pig again for the fourth year in a row. He ain't EVA gon' die. After a while we decided to check out all the other Tewksbury shiz.

We headed over to Julie's party. This was different because there was a fire. Lots of people were here too. We spent all night here. It was alright. I ate fuckin' Little Seazers pizza. (I fucked the shit out of the spelling). That's so early 90's. Yeah, it's a terrible pizza. I ate it anyway though, because it's such an obscure pizza. Joey and I failed and picking up some "thkankths". We tried, and one day, we will succeed.

Afterwards, we all went back to Ryan's. Ryan, Charles, Robb, and I went back. We chilled there for a while, then Jim, Ryan and Charles went to go pick up Andy while me and Robb chilled and talked to a gay hairy guy online. Andy arrived and we all hung out and watched pumkins launched thousands of feet. Some machines make grown men cry. It was a fun time. Jim is living the obscure life now, with his obscure Halloween night. Hollywood Jim.

Hey we have www.leftofspace.com now. It was working for a while, but now it ain't because brinkster is gay. So I'm not going to change the link until everything is all squared away with that. See ya.

<3
Ryan

Superscape

2003-10-21T15:03:14Z

I'm out of school today. I was out yesterday. I feel like shit. I'm gonna have so much work to make up.

Friday night was Allyson and Ashley's suprise birthday party. I thought it would be kinda ghey, but it was a great time. I had lots of fun. Robb and Vic did some dancing, Mike and I opened up a pit, and Robb, Vic, Steve, and I played a great game of baseball. I talked to this girl Katie, and I thought she was really cool. Me and Robb are hanging out with her and her sister Friday, I think. It should be cool.

Saturday night I planned on going to the ICP show but couldn't because it sold out. I invited Rachel over earlier in the day. Kelly, Michelle, Kelly, and Rachel said they would come by. I invited over Steph and she came over. The other crew came by about 10 minutes later. I realized I was the only penis, so I invited Vic over. We all chilled and watched Identity. It was cool. Someone let a spitter and a veloceraptor loose at one point, and things went insane. After they left, it was just me and Vic. Dave, Anthony, and Hollie came over and we chilled and watched Family Guy.

Sunday John Meuse picked me up. Conor and the Polish Kid were there. We went on a quest and saw Kill Bill. Such a good movie, I recomend it highly. It was a good time.

Now I'm sick and I want someone to shoot me in the head. I can't miss tomorrow even if I still feel like this. I'm gonna have so much work. This sucks.

Well, anyways, I'm pro-choice.

<3 Ryan

Jim Fear03: you didn't write about the kid skanking with the slice of pizza in his hand

2003-10-13T18:55:17Z

Jim Fear03: you didn't write about the kid skanking with the slice of pizza in his hand

Oh yeah...and a kid was skanking...WITH A GODDAMN PEICE OF PIZZA IN HIS HAND. That kid owned.

^I did it for Jim

I can't live life for closed hears...

2003-10-13T17:15:03Z

It was a good long weekend.

Friday night we played the show at Club Marquee. We played real well. A ton of people went with us. Anthony, Hollie, Vic, Andrew, Pat, Dave, Jim, and the band all trucked up. The show was cool, but we played with a ton of Hardcore Street Punk bands, and they were kind of assholes. Me and Ryan refer to it as the "warm up" show, because we'll be played an excellent show in Lowell in a couple of weeks.

When we returned to Tewksbury, Dave drove Charles, Hollie, Anthony, Pat, and I around. We went to Livingston and it was pretty lame. Charlie and I had a brawl and he kicked my ass near the tennis court. When it was time for all of us to squeeze in the Mustang, we realized not everyone would fit. So Pat decided to stay in the trunk. As we all got into the car and everyone was all situated, Mr. Patterson came up to the car and said "You got someone in the trunk?". Dave replied, "Yeah". He then said "Slow down when you're getting outta here. You were going ATLEAST 50 when you drove in." That's the end of the story. Hahaha. What a moron. He went back inside and let Turk the dog suck his dick. Hollie, Charles and I slept at Charlie's that night and it was cool.

The next day we hung out and walked to IHOP. That shit was gay.

That night Barbara picked me up and I hung out with her, Kelly, Rachel, Andrew, Stephanie, Michelle, and Dan and John Muse, and Alyssa. Oh yah, and Dave and Robb showed up for a bit. It was an alright time. We watched Iron Chef because it's wicked funny.

Yesterday Fisher picked me up. It was Ryan, Ryan, I. We all went to Lowell to see Downshaft play with As I Lay Dying. Downshaft was SO GOOD. Great band. After that I got wicked pissed off. Manifest fucking BLEW. They took up so much time and they sucked wicked bad. The singer is wicked rockstar. There was this old woman in an As I Lay Dying sweatshirt and she was rocking it out. I danced with her in the cage. Yeah, she was 65, what of it? Ryan did his 30 second windmill in the pit, but it seemed more like a 130 second windmill. He did it for so long. It was awesome. I talked to the guy from Mercury Switch and we talked about Furnace Fest for a bit. Then I talked to the singer of As I Lay Dying and we talked about Furnace Fest. I went up to him and I was like "Hey, I saw you guys in Ala..." and he cut me off and went "And I saw YOU in the cage with the old lady". Amazing. So after all the terrible bands, Haste finally went on. They were REALLY good. During their set there was this HUGE guy who was probably in his late 40's. He was picking up small kids and THROWING them on the floor for no reason. Kids were getting pissed off, as they should. When they would say something like "What the hell?", he would grab his junk and make a "Fuck YOU" face. He was a weirdo. So after he kept doing this, security guards had to step in. It took them a good 15 minutes to get him out. He kept pushing security guards. He didn't care. What a fucking asshole. And the worst part was that more people were watching this guy act like a prick than watching the band. During Haste's last song they stopped and went "whatever" and the guy threw the mic down. My heart sank, as did Ryan's and everyone else who was around. We know what it's like to be dissapointed on stage (Mulletfest haha) and it was so terrible. So I said wicked loud "No way! Finish the song!" He kinda seemed happy again and they played. Good guys. They were from Burmingham, Alabama. Check them out. After this, As I Lay Dying played an amazing set and a good time was had by all.

Today is my day off, and I don't know what is in store. Maybe I'll chill with bitches. NAH IM A PUSSY

<3 Ryan

Had a chance to run, he pulled out his Shotgun

2003-10-07T20:34:57Z

"Pajaammaaaa Daaayyyy!"

Saturday I went to the Hopesfall show. It was real good. Better than Alabama. We were supposed to meet up with Jim and Ryan but never found them, so me and Charles fended for ourselves. We didn't stay for the Juliana Theory. Wasn't too interested. So after we left there we grabbed a bite to eat. It was a little gay.

We took the subway to North Station and realized we were a couple of hours early for the train. It sucked and we didn't know what to do. After just sitting in the station for a while we took a walk. When we returned to the station, we saw Veronica and Jen there. It was cool. We took the train home with them and it kept us occupied.

Today is Ryan Traynor's birthday. He's 16 and still hasn't gotten laid. Please, if you care about the well being of this sad and lonely boy, you'll take one for the team. You must have a vagina. Changing by the hour is acceptable. Take care of bid-ness. Happy Birthday, Ryan!

Tomorrow is HUMP day, and hopefully the weekend will come soon. The week hasn't been bad so far, but hey, it's only Tuesday. Fuck you.

Mm,
<3 Ryan

Speak softly, love.

2003-10-02T22:56:32Z

It's been going...it's been going.

The week has been moving along, and tomorrow is Friday. No tests or anything, and we have a substitue and get to watch videos last block. It's not like we'll be watching fun videos or anything, we probably are gonna have to take notes...but still, it's cool.

Saturday I get to see Hopesfall. It should be RAD ROCK. I am excited though. It's goin' be fun...and it's goin' RAYNE.

Looks like we changed our name AGAIN. Without being consulted, the rest of the band took the liberty to change the name to Left of Space, because Innerspace is a Dennis Quade movie...with Martin Short. Haha, Martin Short sucks so bad. So anyways, try to spread the word again. You probably already know because I'm late in updating anyways. So anyways...Left of Space. Say it a billion times and remember it, because that's it. I'm pretty sure that's it. Is that still it?

Our page is going through a ton of changes, and I don't really know the scoop about that. I think Rob Gibbons (www12.brinkster.com/siteassasins) is doing it up. Once everything gets squared away with that I'll change the link up above, but don't ask me questions about it, because I don't know much when it comes to webpages. I'm not too edumacated.

Aaaalright, I'll do an update on the weekend. We'll see yas.

Love always,
<3 Ryan